退院！！

令和元年 6月24日

今日は退院の日！いつもの7時に起きて

痛み止めシロップをのんで

朝ごはんが出てきて、びっくりしたこと！

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パン🍞！！！🥺

嬉しすぎた！他の患者さんが前食べてたの見て

退院までに食べれないだろうなぁ〜

って思ってたのに、パン🥺！！！

嬉しみ！！

そしてサラダも嬉しかったわ🥺

いつも朝はそんな食べないけど、

ワクワクしながら食べたら、

サラダとパンはやっぱりまだ痛かったわ😭

無理して食べようと思ったけど残した。

何かちょっとずつ治ってきてるのか分かんないけどさ、朝の喉の痛み強いんだけどなんで？

( ´△｀；)( ´△｀；)( ´△｀；)

食事終わって10時にチェックアウトできる

ときいたから、荷物をまとめて

そしたら、先生の診察に呼ばれ

見てもらったら、傷は正常なので退院していーよ！って言われてお礼を言って出てきた！

ハッピーだわー(*´°`*)自由ダァーって思ったw

その後は、退院の手続きして

入院時からずーとお風呂まで共にしてた

ネームバンドを切ってもらい退院！！

まぁでも本当の地獄はここからだったんだよぉ

(ドラマかっ！！w)

家帰って色々食べたいもの、飲みたいもの

あるのをいつもと同じように飲んじゃう。

梅ジュース、飲んだら

喉がバチバチとゆうかズッキズッキ痛くなって、梅は刺激物って書いてなかったから大丈夫だと思ったのに、死ぬほど痛くなって(術後くらい！)応急処置で、うがいして、喉のあたりひたすら冷やしたよね😭

で、夜ご飯で食べたかったオムライスとコンソメスープ作ったんだけど、あれなんか味分かんないなぁ、、って思いながら香辛料だいぶ足してて、味はいつもより少し濃いめになったらしいけど、コンソメスープは、コンソメ、塩コショウがはいってるので、香辛料も喉にダメなのよ！忘れてて普通に飲んで、またこれもわぁーーーーー😭ってなった🥺

病院はそれしかないから、特に制限ってよりも病院は絶対だから！って思って大丈夫だったけど、家に帰ってくると生活に制限をされてる感が凄くて、喋れない、香辛料ダメ、梅干しダメ、辛いのダメ、固形物ほぼダメ、刺激物なのでチョコダメ、揚げ物ダメ、

ダメ、ダメ、ダメーが多い😭

食べれるよ、食べれるけども後々痛くなったり悪くなっても自業自得なんだよね(´ﾟｪﾟ)

退院してから、痛みが強くなってる、

夜中に咳で起きて、うがいした時も結構な量出血してたり。そんなに喋りすぎたり、動きすぎたりの規則、破ってないんだけどな。

朝の痛みも強くて薬のみ足さないと

ねれなかった。

退院してからは楽だと思ってたけど

常に使う喉は本当に辛い。

術後1、2、3日はこれくらいの痛みなら、

取っちゃった方がいいと思う！と

自信持って言えたけど、

今だったら、こんなに痛いなら

やりたくなかったって気持ちもある。

後々楽になるのは分かって耐えるしかないんだけど、痛みには割と我慢できるタイプだし、痛み止めも子供の頃から本当にいざ！！って時にしか飲まなかったのに、

この痛みは、本当に無理！！

ギブアップ笑っ

早く治りますよーに😭💫

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またねー！！